I deserve to be admired.
I derserve to be wanted.
I deserve to be respected.
I deserve to be understood.
I deserve to be held.
I deserve to be loved.
I deserve to be accepted.
But more important than what I deserve is what I am worthy of. I am worthy of those things, but must be patient to receive such.
The hardest thing to do is let go of someone you care about who is suffering, but it has to be done. If not for their own good then certainly for your own good.
Today I am sad, but each moment of sadness can and will be turned into power and awareness so that I may grow.
I've lived a life of emotional and personal chaos. Its a somewhat safe place but hellish place to be. I won't live there anymore. I just won't.
