Whispers

You say this guy
This guy's in love with you
Yes I'm in love
Who looks at you the way I do
When you smile
I can tell
We know eachother very well
How can I show you
I'm glad
I got to know you
'Cause

I've heard some talk
They say you think I'm fine
Yes I'm in love
And what I do to make you mine
Tell me now, is it so
Don't let me be the last to know
My hands are shaking
Don't let my heart be breaking
'Cause

I need your love
I want your love
Say you're in love, in love
With this guy
If not I'll just die

(Trumpet interlude)

Tell me now, is it so
Don't let me be the last to know
My hands are shaking
Don't let my heart be breaking
'Cause

I need your love
I want your love
Say you're in love, in love
With this guy
If not I'll just die

I Need Your Love

Sigh.....

Boy have I been feeling alone lately.  Sometimes its as if the world has perished and I am left to sweep up the mess.

I wonder if I am meant to wander this world solo.

I know I sound as if I am feeling sorry for myself, and maybe I am but I want someone to love.  I want someone to spend time with. I want someone to talk to.

Its been 6 days without her, and I know the pain will cease at some point, but right now I am angry and depressed.

I cannot write her name and I cannot blog about her because I made a promise.

But it sucks that I have not found my match in life.  It sucks that I go to school and then work and then home.

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I am not sure God made someone for me.

But I ask God to please get back in the factory and create the love of my life.

Maybe SHE wasn't my match but someone's gotta be!!!!

I'm tired of waiting.  I'm tired of hoping....

I'm just tired.