The Man Who Wasn't There

We live in a world where people hurt and murder children.

We feel such tragic and traumatic loss yet we have no one to reach out to.
No God would ever allow such violence and human suffering.
God is a coward hiding behind magic tricks and lies.

He does not lead us, nay he laughs.  He sits there never for a moment earning his role; his voice; his following.

He gave his only son!!  Well how many countless parents have had to do the same thing?  What makes God's sacrifice so special.

Jesus didn't suffer the destruction of Cancer, or the multiple bullet holes of crazed mass murderers.

What makes God so special.  What makes Jesus so special.

Nothing.

When every parent who has lost a child cries until the tears won't come anymore; God will still hide behind his curtain asking you to have faith.

Faith in what you fucking coward?  Faith in what?

You are an absentee landlord.  You are the estranged parent.  You are the man who wasn't there.

You're an illusion and I don't fall for your fucking tricks.

Go mop up the blood of a dozen small children.  Show yourself.  Earn it.

Or stay behind your curtain like a coward.