Boy have I been feeling alone lately. Sometimes its as if the world has perished and I am left to sweep up the mess.
I wonder if I am meant to wander this world solo.
I know I sound as if I am feeling sorry for myself, and maybe I am but I want someone to love. I want someone to spend time with. I want someone to talk to.
Its been 6 days without her, and I know the pain will cease at some point, but right now I am angry and depressed.
I cannot write her name and I cannot blog about her because I made a promise.
But it sucks that I have not found my match in life. It sucks that I go to school and then work and then home.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_nmx4HWhBc&feature=share
I am not sure God made someone for me.
But I ask God to please get back in the factory and create the love of my life.
Maybe SHE wasn't my match but someone's gotta be!!!!
I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of hoping....
I'm just tired.
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